Summary
The Love I Have Hoped For,
I am Jessica Myers. 30 years of age. I am an introverted type of person who spends most of her free time at home, watching Netflix. I don't usually go out and I don't have a lot of friends. Despite my age, I still keep a diary with me and every time I want to share something to someone, I write it on my diary.
Everyone might think I am boring, but this is the life I am comfortable to live with. I was bullied as a student which makes me have a hard time trusting other people.
Like other women, all I want is to be loved. I hope to meet someone who can make me feel special, who can make me feel that despite my characteristics and despite my flaws, I can still be loved. I am an ordinary woman who wants to be pursued by a guy, receiving flowers, going on dates in cinemas or simply walking in a park. My ideal man? I just want to meet someone who is nice and who can listen to all my stories no matter how simple and boring they are.
I don't think I am a difficult person to deal with but why is no one liking me? I am an NBSB (no boyfriend since birth). And because of that, I have low self confidence. I think I am not capable to love and to be loved.
I hope someday, like in fairy tails, my pronce charming will come. I hope someone out there will see the beauty in me, maybe not physically but with my character. Don't get me wrong, I am happy with my life now but I am sure I will be happier to be spending it with someone.
Will someone come and rescue my lonely heart? Will I still get a happy ending like the characters in fairy tails? When can I experience the love I have hoped for?
- 1 Chapter 1 - The Shy Me
- 2 Chapter 2 - The Invite
- 3 Chapter 3 - The New Friend
- 4 Chapter 4 - Is it For Real?
- 5 Chapter 5 - The First Message
- 6 Chapter 6 - The First Call
- 7 Chapter 7 - The Song
- 8 Chapter 8 - The Real Lance Mendez
- 9 Chapter 9 - The Memory
- 10 Chapter 10 - The Plan
- 11 Chapter 11 - The Meeting
- 12 Chapter 12 - The Date
- 13 Chapter 13 - The Rumor
- 14 Chapter 14 - The Nightout
- 15 Chapter 15 - The Night I Gave In
- 16 Chapter 16 - The Waiting
- 17 Chapter 17 - The Revelation
- 18 Chapter 18 - The New Me
- 19 Chapter 19 - The Uncommon Attention
- 20 Chapter 20 - The mysterious delivery
- 21 Chapter 21 - Something missing
- 22 Chapter 22 - The Confession
- 23 Chapter 23 - The Never-ending mystery
- 24 Chapter 24 - The Suspicion
- 25 Chapter 25 - Just Go with the Flow
- 26 Chapter 26 - The Dream
- 27 Chapter 27 - The Message
- 28 Chapter 28 - Is it you, my Genie?
- 29 Chapter 29 - The Deal
- 30 Chapter 30 - The Missed Call
- 31 Chapter 31 - Who was drunk?
- 32 Chapter 32 - The Package
- 33 Chapter 33 - Expect the Unexpected
- 34 Chapter 34 - The Preparation
- 35 Chapter 35 - The Transformation
- 36 Chapter 36 - Meeting the CEO
- 37 Chapter 37 - The Past
- 38 Chapter 38 - Just a Friend?
- 39 Chapter 39 - 2-month Offer
- 40 Chapter 40 - First Day as a Couple
- 41 Chapter 41 - What He Wants, He Gets
- 42 Chapter 42 - The Dilemna
- 43 Chapter 43 - The Man in the Motorcycle
- 44 Chapter 44 - Geoff's Family
- 45 Chapter 45 - Showing her True Feelings Towards the Future Bride
- 46 Chapter 46 - The Joke
- 47 Chapter 47 - An Impulsive Decision
- 48 Chapter 48 - Mr. & Mrs. Geoff Park
- 49 Chapter 49 - Moving in with Geoff
- 50 Chapter 50 - Hiding from Regina
- 51 Chapter 51 - Like mother, like son
- 52 Chapter 52 - She is a witch!
- 53 Chapter 53 - What They Think About Me
- 54 Chapter 54 - The Visit
- 55 Chapter 55 - The Warning
- 56 Chapter 56 - The Anticipated Dinner
- 57 Chapter 57 - Meeting the Ex-wife
- 58 Chapter 58 - The Second Encounter
- 59 Chapter 59 - The Suspicion
- 60 Chapter 60 - The First Fight
- 61 Chapter 61 - The Good News
- 62 Chapter 62 - Geoff's Promise
- 63 Chapter 63 - Should I Believe the Enemy?
- 64 Chapter 64 - Who to Trust
- 65 Chapter 65 - Trying to Escape
- 66 Chapter 66 - Implementing the Plan
- 67 Chapter 67 - The Start
- 68 Chapter 68 - Meeting an Old Friend
- 69 Chapter 69 - Asking His Permission
- 70 Chapter 70 - Small Glimpse of Hope
- 71 Chapter 71 - Gender Reveal
- 72 Chapter 72 - True Colors
- 73 Chapter 73 - The Escape
- 74 Chapter 74 - First Day in Marshville
- 75 Chapter 75 - Hoping for a Fresh Start
- 76 Chapter 76 - Lucky Me
- 77 Chapter 77 - Welcome to the Outside World Athena
- 78 Chapter 78 - My New Family
- 79 Chapter 79 - Athena's Birthday
- 80 Chapter 80 - The Sweet Gestures
- 81 Chapter 81 - The Beginning
- 82 Chapter 82 - Making the Next Plan
- 83 Chapter 83 - The Game Continues
- 84 Chapter 84 - D-day
- 85 Chapter 85 - The Reporters
- 86 Chapter 86 - The Internet Posts
- 87 Chapter 87 - The Trip
- 88 Chapter 88 - 88 The Unknown Guest
- 89 Chapter 89 - 89 The Past and the Present
- 90 Chapter 90 - 90 The Business Gala
- 91 Chapter 91 - 91 The Announcement
- 92 Chapter 92 - 92 My Worries
- 93 Chapter 93 - 93 The Turn of Events
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