The Awakening Unknown

Dungeon Floor 3, Bossroom door

March 18 Saturday

00:00:00

~Ulterior White Sky~

"The Build Up"

Sound completely leaves me, the only sense left is the little bit of sight I remaining. My body becomes numb, yet I can feel someone tugging my body. The light becomes brighter, but the darkness finds it way to close in on me. 'Wake up,' those words seeps into my consciousness. Repeating endlessly throughout my spiral of dizziness.

'This how I go out.'

The Darkness continues to close in. The light that was once so close and now so far. I can no longer go to it, and my heart begins to hurt. "Where am I" this question resurfaces. My thoughts are filled with sorrow and regret, I see my life slowly flash before my eyes. "You can't die, wake up'' simple sentences keeps my remaining conscious intact and my heart still beats.

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'Say your there when I feel helpless, if that's true, why not help me.'

 I'm drowning, I feel my heart pounding. The only signs of life left is the pain of my beating heart. A sudden silence, oxygen leaves my lung; and my thumping of my heart suddenly stops. Cardiac Arrest. This happens after the system crashed due to error. I'm going to die, I feel my soul slipping from my body. My face smothered, I feel as if I'm drowning. I no longer feel my heart pounding.

'Dammit why me.'

    "I don't wanna die."

        "Why, why, why, WHY."

Thoughts of regrets fill my head. For the first time in my life I experience true fear, true hatred, true regret. I never regretted something in my life, now I feel it. True regret. The question why replays in my thoughts. I slowly fall into the darkness, my lungs fill with false water, I drown as I feel myself sinking lower and lower. 

I regret not telling my sister, I never lived. My life was just beginning, I became a soldier, I have money, I live in a big house. 

Everything goes dark, the light that was shining through the Water despairs. I sink to the bottom awaiting my death. My body loses its weight. I no longer sink, but float in place I know I'm gonna die. The darkness ends, static enters my brain and I become disconnected. 

'Who am I'

   'Where am I'

'Why do I exist'

Question constantly fills me. 

I begin to lose a part of who I am or who I was.

The only thing that stays that I'm dead.