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"Did you guys really break up? "

Li Yuan stared at Xi. Her eyes are full of questioning marks.

"Yep… actually… it looks like Chu Yana dumped me… " Answer Xi.

"Why? "

Xi saw in a moment on Li Yuan.

"Why? Don't you know, Chu Yana has been having an affair with Yang Jie? "

Li Yuan nodded.

"I know that… but why didn't you tell them you knew about the affair they did? Wouldn't it be better if you were honest? "

Xi just shook his head slowly.

"No… it's disgusting… how do you think you say knowing everything they're both doing…? "

"I'm not gonna do that… it makes me wanna puke. "

Li Yuan shook her head.

"But… "

Xi is without a word.

Before he finally looked at the ceiling of the store. There's a bright light from the bulb in the ceiling. The light illuminates the entire corner of the room.

"I want to see the original… something like light from bulbs… "

Xi clenched his hand as if he wanted to take the light bulbs.

"The real thing. The bright and clear… "

"I want that… I want to see it… "

"But… those two… are just a falsehood… "

"I realize now…. that the wisdom I own, assuming that friendship and love are pure things… "

"Finding a friend m.a.k.i.n.g. .l.o.v.e with your lover….isn't that gonna fit like as a tragic story? "

Li Yuan was just sat. She's concerned about her student.

"Sensei…. is there that something original? "

Xi stared inside in Li Yuan's eyes.

Li Yuan was silent for a moment.

"It's there… something original is there… "

"I've seen and felt the real thing… "

"The original thing is exists…Yang Xi has proven… "

Li Yuan's face was sad. There is a pain in the eyes of the girl.

"Do you think something original really exists, sensei? "

Li Yuan is nodding her head.

"This is my experience, this is a story about me… "

"It started when a foolish man fell in love with me… he was a stalker… a narcissist… a shameless… a man who was very loyal… he always cheers up me when I was sad… he laughed when I was happy… he felt everything I had felt. "

Li Yuan stared at Xi for a moment.

"Do you know… how many times did he confess his love ? "

Xi shook his head.

"He confessed 100 times…"

Lin Yuan's eyes stared blankly.

"Do you know the expression he had when he confessed his love? "

Xi is just silent.

"The expression is sincerity… "

Li Yuan's eyes are blushing.

"But, I… I thought of him as a nonsense… because I was still blind… so I told him I had loved another man… "

"The man who I love the most is everything. I will do everything for the man I love. In fact, I'm comparing that idiot to the man I love. "

"You know… love always wins compared to a strange relationship between I and a fool have… "

"I finally blamed the fool for not believing in the man I loved the most… I chased out that idiot… even because of my anger… I sent people to kill that stupid man… "

"Then until finally….I was betrayed by the person I love the most… the people who believe me have finally left my side ... including that stupid guy ... I realized that I was alone ... the person I love most has betrayed me ..."

"The man I love has shown a real face behind his beautiful mask… "

"That's the worst face… "

"I only regret and weep for my actions… all my stupidity… the man I love most tries to kill me… "

"He's pointing a gun at me, and I can only give up on accepting my death… "

Li Yuan stopped her words.

"However… the stupid man I had thrown away and the person I will kill ... with his stupid face back ."

"I remember that time… his body was really not in good conditions. He ran like a madman to the man who betrayed me… and took the gun and kicked the man who betrayed me… he made himself a shield for me… "

"He smiled tenderly at me… then hugged me… that was the warmest embrace I ever felt… "

"I'm grateful that fool came to rescue me… I cried like a little girl in his arms. "

"The fool just said "Take it easy… I'm here. I'll always be here to protect you." "I also realized that my actions were wrong… "

"When that stupid guy hugged me… I did not understand what kind of face he had… "

"That idiot then carrying me on his back… he carried me like a child… I only fell asleep on a warm back… "

"The guy said he would take me to the hospital to take care of the wound was on my body… "

"Before we arrived at the hospital… the guy slowly lost his body balance… and then he fell down… "

"Finally, I realized ... There were a lot of gunshot wounds in his abdomen and c.h.e.s.t ... I did not see the wounds and blood, because he was wearing a thick and dark-colored jacket ... He had lost a lot of blood before he arrived to save me ... the person I ordered to kill the man has done his job ... He was at over his limit before coming to save me ... He tried to keep breathing just to save me ... He ... He ... "

"He tried to keep smiling on his lips ... even he comforted me ... He said he was fine ... he said he only needed a nap ... He slowly closed his eyes ... He smiled to convince me ..."

"I patted his face and tried to ask for help while continuing to shout loudly ... but all of that was useless ... his consciousness slowly disappeared ... he had been sleeping forever ... I tried to do several ways to make him live by pressing his c.h.e.s.t ... But, that too useless..."

"The people who came to help us called an ambulance ... But ... the ambulance was a few minutes late ... he had left ... he had left forever ... he had lied saying he would take a nap ... but he did not want to wake up when I shouted ... the lie was the first lie he told me ... A lie that hurts ... "

"I can only cry over the death of the man... lamenting my stupidity ... the folly that made him killed by my own hands ... I have lost the man who loves me"

Tears ran down Li Yuan's face.

The girl even bit her lips.

She clenched her grasp and pressed the edge of the table. She tried to hold back her sadness and regret.

Xi looked at Li Yuan.

He can't say anything.

People might curse this girl's actions. But, he is different. When he heard Li Yuan's story, he also felt the suffering experienced by this girl.

He felt sadness too.

"Am I not worse than Chu Yana, Yang'er?"

Li Yuan's expression was gloomy.

"Curses me! Hate me like what people do! Even I cursed and hated myself! * Laughed"

Li Yuan laughed like a crazy girl.

But Xi is calm. He even smiled tenderly at Li Yuan.

"I don't know about your past ... about the regrets you have ... I don't know all that ..."

"Whether it's a bad memory ... memories who make you hurt ... But, one thing is clear, Li Yuan!"

Xi's expression was serious in his words. There were no lies in his words.

"I will never hate you ... I will never blame you ..."

"Even ... if all the people in this place hate you ... even ... if all the people on this country hate you ... even ... if all the people in this world hate you ... even ... if you hate yourself ... I will still be people who will never hate you ... I will remain on your side ...I will do that forever... even.. if I am dead ... even... if I am born again ... I will remain on your side ... "

"That is all the selfishness I have ..."

Xi said sincerely at his words.

"So ... never blame yourself, Sensei!"

Xi smiled tenderly. The smile is the warmest smile I've ever witnessed.

I love humans who have that expression.

It is sincerity and honesty I rarely find in most humans throughout in the eternal life I have.

That is pure honesty ...

That is pure sincerity ...

Li Yuan wiped tears from her face.

In Li Yuan heart filled with remorse. However, this man still said the words that made Li Yuan's regret slowly disappear.

"You are so stupid ..."

Xi smiled with a silly face.

"Stupid doesn't matter in the life of a genius like me."

"Stupid ... you really are the stupid guy ..."

Li Yuan showed a small smile.

The girl seemed to change a little. There was a scratch of relief on her lips.

However, Xi did not know the meaning behind the smile.