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Chu Yana felt anxious about her heart. Her mind flew away, somewhere far away. Someone saw it that her mind was not in her body. Although she did not know, she felt a little hurt. Her c.h.e.s.t tightened for an equally unknown reason.

That night the umpteenth night they had an affair. This hotel is a hotel close to where she lives. A classy hotel is only for rich people, including Yang Jie.

At least they both spent hot nights in this place. One is to fulfill the l.u.s.t d.e.s.i.r.es of two animals filled with sin.

When she sat pensively on the bed waiting for her mistress, Yang Jie. It knocks the hotel door. Rarely find such things, she is quite curious.

In front of the door of a girl the room maid with clothes like a man smiling sweetly. Her hair is pony-tailed. The color is black as if the night can't penetrate the black hair.

Her face was masculine and her smile was like a prince in a fairy tale about a bedtime princess. It fascinated her for a moment.

"Miss?"

Chu Yana realized.

"Yes..."

The woman is still smiling.

"Sorry to disturb your comfort. The hotel gives you this ..."

The woman handed over a small package. It looks like the most familiar thing, it's a contraceptive package for men.

The waiter smiled, she was rather embarrassed. It flushed the woman's face like chili which was ripe and ready for harvest and Chu Yana too.

"Don't forget to use it to your boyfriend ..."

The waiter smiled before leaving and left Chu Yana with a shy face.

***

Xi Yang quickly returns to Shincuan. He took the fastest train that could take him to his hometown. He did not think a bad news became a new bad in him.

The storm created a new hole in his heart. Can he cure that? I don't know. I watched from there, like a viewer in a tragedy that was so beautiful I had seen. I enjoyed it.

When he arrived at the hospital. It saw mother standing in front of the mortuary. It saw her crying, her eyes were so red there were many wrinkles on her face.

When his mother found Xi Yang, she ran, hugging and crying.

They did not expect at all that the people they loved most would go forever. Leaving a son and his wife whom he loved so much.

***

Father's body, XI Tantan has been cremated. They carried the funeral ceremony out, leaving only two people, mother, and son. The mother cried while the boy still held back the emotions in his heart, holding back his screams, as if he did not want the world to hear his lamentation because he was a man.

Mother laments Father's lost husband, while XI Yang is still pretending. Pretending he is a strong person, a strong and personal person who will not shed tears.

But, he is just a human ...

He finally cried like a child when he found the last will of his father from under the bed.

There is a passbook, an ATM card, and a small piece of paper. The paper made him realize that he was not what he thought he had been.

He is a human, and he is still fragile ...

"For my beloved Son ... Xi Yang and my dear wife. Maybe this will sound suddenly ... But please read what father write for you, Little Xi. First of all, Father must apologize if something bad happens.

if one day I will go somewhere. I hope that you will look after your mother well. Don't forget your promise to father, that you will take your mother for a walk to the city.

Maybe you really admit that I lied to you...

Maybe... this is more appropriate as you have to cover up the truth of the diagnosis of father's disease... So, Father will tell you, Little Xi. That I so really apologize to you and your mother. Brain cancer in the father's head cannot be cured. If, us can cure it less than ten percent the chance of a father living normally...

Father doesn't want to be a burden to you and others I can't waste so many medical expenses. So, father has thought I will save a little money from the results of the father's work. I hid about it from your mother, don't say to her I hid it.

I don't know what to say especially.

But, if I am born again in this world. I hope to be your father and husband to your mother. The money is a little indeed, but if you are both wise to manage it, I think that's enough.

I love you all."

Tears of Xi are dripping. He cried, even his father himself had something hidden. His own father also had a falsehood, he did not complain when he was sick, did not do that.

He is like a father who is always strong in the eyes of XI Yang. As a perfect figure.

However, basically, his father is still human.

All humans are covered by pretense, no one can read or see their hearts.

That's the most beautiful pretense.

The pretense for something they consider good.

***

When Dawn comes, the moon will set.

When happiness comes, sadness goes away from him.

However, when the evening covers the vast space, only darkness will replace.

A darkness from the heart of every human being.

***

Author Note:

Thank you for reading so far. I have previously said I use Google Translator and Grammar checker, so there are still some parts that are still wrong.

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