Not Like In The Movies

It's been an hour since the ladies arrived. Angel has awoken and was being fed by Feng Jiu at the kitchen. All that was discussed was a typical girls conversation until ZhenZhu mistakenly mentioned her encounter with Doctor Shen who was Fei Shuang's therapist to the ladies.

The ladies looked around at Fei Shuang and gave her a questioning look.

"Mmmh... Who is this Doctor Shen?"

"Yeah who is he,your new boyfriend?"

"Maybe not. Is he your new crush?"

"Or a secret lover...?"

"Puff!" Fei Shuang spilled out the coffee in her mouth. She suddenly had goosebumps as her heart beats faster in anticipation. The first thing that came into her mind was her first encounter with Mr Shen and how she almost drooled right in front of him. How could she forget about that specific day?

"Wait do you guys hear that? The sudden thumping in her heart that she can't stop! Is it the signal of love?" Af if knowing what Fei Shuang was thinking about, Su Ying asked Fei Shuang out of the blue, startling the poor girl to death.

"No,that's not it. Not at all!" Fei Shuang denied while her ears were blushed red as she tried to stay calm. She remembered how she accidentally sniffed his fragrance while the therapy was taking place and how she almost freaked out. Her heart was beating fast and her breath was shallow. The poor girl was suffering from fatigue +9999.

"You over react whenever your therapist name is mentioned. Just like you did a minute ago..." Rui Ze sighed seeing Fei Shuang was stubborn. She suspected that Fei Shuang was clearly hiding something from them.

Fei Shuang shook her head in disagreement as she wiped the spilled coffee on her mouth. "I said it's not."

"Then why are you being so s.e.n.s.i.t.i.v.e? Something's going on." Jie Liang rubbed her chin curiously as she asked while looking at Fei Shuang straight in the eye.

"Blah blah blah. Keep quiet." Fei Shuang's face turned serious as she spoke.

"I'm sorry. I'm just saying how it is." Jie Liang smiled in p.l.e.a.s.u.r.e.

"You're frustrating me so stop yammering!" Fei Shuang clicked her tongue in annoyance.

Miss White Head who had been quiet all that time, secretly thought that Fei Shuang was lying by judging from her actions and decided to cover for her.

"Okay ladies, let's not pursue the matter anymore. Let's trust Fei Fei." She looked satisfied hearing Fei Shuang's response after talking about Mr Shen.

"Right we think too much." Su Ying and Jie Liang nodded as they munched on the black chocolates. They understood very well was Miss White Head meant.

Fei Shuang subconsciously furrowed her eyebrow as she looked at ZhenZhu with a blaming expression.

ZhenZhu glanced at Fei Shuang and secretly thought why she was looking at her that way. She didn't mean to say it ok, the name Mr Shen slipped from her mouth while she was talking.

"Ah Fei Fei, i was wondering, how does it feel like to be paralyzed in the lower limbs?" Jie Liang didn't want to corner Fei Shuang knowing that the girl doesn't want to talk about the so called Doctor Shen anymoreand quickly diverted the conversation topic.

"...well..how do i say it.." Fei Shuang paused a little then continued," There's really no feeling, so how can i describe not feeling anything. Generally, it is more uncomfortable when I'm trying to move around since its like lifting dead weight. Even something as simple as getting out of a bed or turning to the side is so difficult. Otherwise , just laying down or something - it doesn't feel any different than normal. Do you feel your legs when your watching tv or not paying attention to it. Its the same feeling but imagine that 24/7. Its like starring at the table, you know its there but you can't feel that either."

"Does that mean you neither feel pain or touch.." Jie Liang asked as she touched Fei Shuang's l.a.p. The woman looked sad and hurt at the same time. Her usually bright face suddenly turned gloomy for she felt sad for Fei Shuang.

"Yeah, but it's alright. ZhenZhu has always been there for me." Fei Shuang took a deep breath as she looked at ZhenZhu with grateful eyes. It would be better if she smiled too.

"I'll always be there for you bestie." ZhenZhu felt touched by how sincere and grateful Fei Shuang looked at her. She's her best friend anyway and that's her responsibility.

"Does that mean you can't have s**?"

"Wait, what if you can't have a family?!"

"It's a catastrophy!!"

"No,that's not true. Is it?"

!!

The ladies looked at Fei Shuang as they talked their thoughts out.

Fei Shuang's heart almost leaped from it's place hearing what her friends were saying. What if they were right? That would be unbearable for her to handle.

ZhenZhu,on the other hand was also worried. What if her best friend can't have babies in the future? She can't imagine that!

"Calm down ladies, we can try to find the answer on our own. Here, how to provoke your thingie thing is all in this book. It's like a bible of modern s**. You just need to read it all and we can see if you can have o.r.g.a.s.m." Yu Yue gave her a reassuring smile. You could even hear a tight of proudness in Yu Yue's voice.

The rest of the girls excluding ZhenZhu sighed in relief as they saw the book. This judgement was right because they could all depend on the book. It would definitely bring a solution to their doubts.

"This..." Fei Shuang lowered her head as she stammers. 'Slay king...this must be an e.r.o.t.i.c book I'm sure of it.'

"What, why are you stammering? This is all for your own sake." Yu Yue frowned when Fei Shuang lowered her head.

*pak*

Let's do it like this." Fei Shuang nodded her head as she kept the book on the table. It's better to just accept it for now if not, Yu Yue won't let her be.

Yu Ying smiled as she finally managed to convince her. She made eye contact with Su Ying as a sign of victory!

ZhenZhu couldn't help but ask of what the book was about and Su Ying explained it to her in her ear.

A minute later, Feng Jiu came back from the kitchen with Angel.

"What's wrong? What did i miss?" Feng Jiu stopped in front of Fei Shuang and curiously asked the woman when she saw the young woman's face looked so confusing.

There must be a reason for Fei Shuang to act like this. Is it about her legs or the wedding? Whichever it is, it won't be great.

Fei Shuang couldn't say a word and only stare dumbfounded. Angel walked over to her legs and c.a.r.e.s.sed it's body sending signal to the woman to pick him up.

"So it's like this..." Jie Liang reluctantly narrated the situation with Fei Shuang's condition as well as their doubts on her not being able to make babies.

She decided not to mention of Doctor Shen in order not to provoke Fei Shuang anymore. It's sad enough for her to remember of herself not being able to date again.

"...so it's like that huh, no wonder the room was so noisy earlier." Feng Jiu nodded her head understanding the current situation then continued, "Fei Fei,it must've been really hard for you right? But don't worry,I'll make you very happy from now on! Do you remember what you promised me that night when we where alone two years ago on my birthday?"

Fei Shuang thought for a moment as she tried to recall what happened at that fateful night. Feng Jiu celebrated her birthday and asked of one wish from Fei Shuang that night outside the balcony under the bright moon. Wait, don't tell her she was really serious back then... Wasn't she drunk?