Half a Sect Master

Dream

For Yin Rui, that dream seemed to have opened another door for him, to a room filled with the ignorant longing in his heart.

After waking up from that dream, Yin Rui felt terrified. He was afraid that the dream would be known by Fan. After all, when he was having that dream, Fan was in the same body as him…… However, those scenes continued to appear in his dreams more and more frequently, revealing the desire in his heart.

After carefully probing for a period of time, Fan didn’t act any differently, and had never seen his dreams during these ten years, so Yin Rui was relieved. But the scene in his dreams lingered around his mind like a shadow.

One day, Yin Rui entered the secret room filled with Fan’s portraits. This secret room was his greatest secret. Every one of Fan’s proof of existence is collected here, so he can think about Fan to his heart’s content without being disturbed by anyone. It is a place… that even Fan doesn’t know of.

After placing the letter Fan wrote him into the box, Yin Rui raised his head and stared quietly at Fan’s portrait. The person in the portrait was still looking at him with an unchanging smile. The star-like eyes were full of spirit, but there was also a trace of tenderness. After staring for a long time, Yin Rui unconsciously softened his facial expression. He spread out a piece of paper, picked up a brush and dipped it in ink, carefully copying Fan’s appearance on the paper. This is something he often did when thinking about Fan.

However, when he got to Fan’s eyes, somehow the scene from that night’s dream reappeared in his mind. With a shake of his hand, the portrait was immediately ruined.

Yin Rui looked at the destroyed portrait with a frown, then picked up another piece of paper, and painted again. But maybe because the scene in his mind was too provocative, Yin Rui couldn’t calm down. In the past, this kind of situation rarely happened when he painted a portrait of Fan.

After being in a trance for a while, when Yin Rui came back to his senses and looked at the eyebrows and eyes which he had drawn, his face turned pale from shock. This… this is…

The person in this painting was still Bai Fan, but his brows were slightly frowning, his eyes were half-dropped, and seemed to be full of water. He looked wronged and was waiting for something. Yin Rui was stunned, his heart started to beat faster. This, this is… Fan’s expression in my dream that night.

Yin Rui wanted to look away, but as if he had been cursed by some kind of spell, his eyes firmly stuck to the drawing paper. His drawing only revealed the face, and it made him feel so distraught. And again… Yin Rui suddenly came up with an idea that was equivalent to a sin. He wanted to draw it. He wanted to draw Fan from the dream that night, even if it was only on paper, just so he could see it again.

Yin Rui’s hands trembled, but the voices in his heart were becoming more firm… Those voices were telling him the most truthful thoughts in his heart, forcing him to lower his head. Even if doing this was an act of blasphemy towards Fan, the idea was too tempting. Just once… He said to himself, only once, and he’ll burn it after he finishes the drawing. Fan won’t know, and no one else will know…

His trembling hands continued to draw carefully. First of all, the hair, not the neatly combed sideburns in the past, but loose and messy… Then the neck, there is no need to draw a collar here, no need to cover it… the half-opened clothes behind the shoulders added a bit of temptation. One hand was used as support on the bed, and the other was placed in front of the body, but Yin Rui had not decided where to place it. 

Afterwards, he continued to the chest, when adding muscle and texture, especially the little dots on the chest, Yin Rui became short of breath. In fact…red ink can be used here, his eyes gleamed across the cinnabar on the table. It was already gorgeous enough now with just this. If he added that beautiful color, he would probably not be able to stand it. 

From the thick chest to the firm abdomen, below that is… A strange blush appeared on Yin Rui’s face, he stared at that place, and finally only vaguely drew a corner. The hand he had vaguely drawn in front of the body covered that position. Positioned between the two slender legs…it was obscure and erotic.

Yin Rui let out a long sigh of relief when the painting was completed. When he looked up again, he was dazzled, it was simply too beautiful.

In the past, almost everyday he would draw portraits of Fan, but Fan in those portraits was always well-dressed, with a warm and cheerful smile on his face, never like today… this… Yin Rui found his body gradually warmed up, especially in a certain part… His eyes gradually darkened, and when he reached out to touch the painting, the following events just came naturally. Although Yin Rui had never done some things, by following the male instinct, it was done naturally.

The shadow guards who were outside felt that their master had been away for a long time, but this was not something that they could casually ask about. They just had to faithfully stay there and keep an eye on the surroundings. Only one of them kept on looking in one direction, when the figure in the black robe came into sight, a gleam of light appeared in his eyes, but not for long, soon he hid in the darkness together with the other shadow guards. 

After Yin Rui returned to his chambers, he took a hot bath and felt refreshed again. He sat at the desk and checked the official documents. The maids who came and went were surprised when they saw him. The gloom between the master’s eyebrows had dissipated a lot, and he did not seem as scary as before.

Before going to bed that night, Yin Rui held his breath when he saw the set of white clothes prepared, but quickly controlled himself and relaxed his body. He laid down on the bed, emptied his mind, and quietly fell into a deep sleep.

Bai Fan woke up as usual. He naturally didn’t know what Yin Rui did with his portrait during the day, and he didn’t know that he was redrawn erotically. He opened the secret compartment and read Yin Rui’s letter. He noticed that most of the official documents had been approved, and what was on the table was not some tonic soup, but some pastries that he liked. It was such a good day.

Bai Fan got up and put on his clothes with a smile on his face, sat down at the table and ate some of the pastries while checking the official documents…

That carefree appearance… clueless people truly are the happiest.

This is so hard bye. I cannot, if it sounds weird then we apologise. And I’ll probably take medicine or economics hahahah.

-Luvchild

Hope you enjoyed the chapter:))

-Robe