Even Though You Are Crazy.

It was chaos in Yu Yan's world. She followed Ling Ling to the hospital with Li Jun and Xi er. Greg became in charge of the funeral.

"Yu Yan , you have to rest now. Let me arrange for someone to stay here with Ling Ling and Xi er okay...." Li Jun had seen many of his men die but he took it as a way of life - his life. It was kill or be killed in his world. Like his men died today , his men had also killed many people. The dead's family would be compensated heavily but he had never attached their deaths with emotions. Needless to say this was the first funeral in his life that he had gotten himself so involved. He normally would show up to a funeral for a few minutes and that was it . He didn't like being out of control but looking at Yu Yan he tried to understand the feelings she must be going through and unexpectedly understood... so he had went along with her.

Yu Yan shook her head lightly.

"Jun Jun , let's not do that . How about I stay with her and you take Xi er to our home to rest.?"

As if Li Jun would really do that.

Soon two VIP hospital rooms were booked and guards were posted all around the rooms and the hospital. Li Jun was uncomfortable but he still tagged along .

Ling Ling's hospital room was crowded . Yu Yan wanted to stay with her and so did Xi er and even Li Jun had stayed with Yu Yan. They had their dinner in the hospital room itself.

When Ling Ling woke up , Xi er was sleeping beside her. Immediately tears stung her eyes. 'The cremation would be finish by now' She accepted that. She looked around her surrounding and was shocked to see Yu Yan sleeping on the couch hugged tightly by Li Jun. She could only see the back of the man but it had to be the master.They looked so cramped. Ling Ling felt a little comforted and also a little uncomfortable.

She held back a sob and let the tears fall silently instead. She looked back on her life with her husband and reminisced.

She was born in a broken home, mother was a junkie and she never was sure if the man who came in and out of her house all the time was her dad. She went from day to day struggling . She was beaten when she was bad and beaten when she was good. She never had a normal day.

When she was 16 her mother passed away from an overdose. Ling Ling had been devastated. The drunk man he called father then began abusing her. First he abused her mentally and then he began abusing her s.e.x.u.a.lly. She became emotionless after that, like a soulless doll. He later sold her off at a brothel for around 7000 Yuan, She had not even been 17 years old. She lived her days selling her body, she thought this was how she would live her life until one day she had tried to escape and ran into Choi Bohai. He had saved her from her pursuers and taken her to the hospital. He called the police for her and statements were taken. He offered her the protection of his home and as she had no money to survive.... she agreed.She took a risk and she had been right, Choi Bohai had been nothing but a gentleman.For the course of nearly three months Choi Bohai had taken care of her and later told her that he had fallen in love with her. Ling Ling smiled as she remembered this part because Choi Bohai who was a giant had stuttered so much during his confession. She had agreed not because she loved him too but because of her gratitude. They married very soon and conceived a child together but she had a miscarriage. Slowly Ling Ling had really fallen in love with Choi Bohai and he in turn had loved her even more.Choi Bohai took care of her and years later conceived Xi er.Ling Ling tried her best to be good to him. They were so happy together. She had thanked God so many times for this man. She had believed that Choi Bohai was the reward from God for all the years she had suffered but.... what a joke it was. She never deserved that man and his love. He was too kind ,too good for the kinds of her. Ling Ling smiled bitterly but then looked at her daughter and the baby in her belly. 'Atleast I got my kids. ' She vowed to protect them with everything she had.

That night as she fell asleep , she dreamt Choi Bohai. He looked at her with so much love and sadness. She asked him what was wrong and he hugged her, he had said... "Be strong Ling Ling... for our kids. You have been always strong... Always remember that I, Choi Bohai had loved you... so much." She tried to hug him tighter but he vanished like he was just smoke. She woke up with a start. Tears all over her face.

Yu Yan ran to her and hugged her as Ling Ling cried her heart out again. It was already morning and the nightmare was real.

( Author's note : I wanted to update before the day was over but I had to join a meeting for work today and i starting writing really late and then I got carried away with the story and unfortunately I couldn't make it in time... Boohoo. Still sick. so please bear with me, promise to upload more to make up for it after iam well)