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The thing peoples really think is not the thing they really want. Chu Yana is a selfish woman, she does not want to lose the love Xi Yang has for herself. So, she wants to tie Xi Yang with a lie. She wanted Xi to remain with her. Even though she has a baby in her w.o.m.b of her affairs with Yang Jie. She wants to deceive Xi. So, she took Xi Yang to make love with her. So Xi Yang will be responsible for marrying her.

Yang Jie maybe a richer man more than Xi Yang. But, Chu Yana doesn't love Yang Jie at all, she only has the passion for Jie's s.e.x seduction. Her hearts belongs to Xi completely. She wants to fix everything, she doesn't want to lose everything she has. It's the selfishness she has.

Every human like that, they don't want anything they owned has missed. They think that love is theirs entirely. That happiness is theirs. They don't care at all, the people they have been harmed, they can't look into the human heart.

The human heart is complex. They fake it from behind false smiles, false expressions, and false masks. Masks that they wear are so beautiful. I just want to throw up.

The human heart is a thing that cannot read completely.

" What do you mean… "Xi complained. He looked at Chu Yana's eyes.

" Well… you know that couple lovers usually do that… you know… the kind of way they prove their love… it's kind of become one their bodies… "

Chu Yana said it was nervous, she lowered her head a bit.

- You are completely shameless…

"Do you not want to do that…? "

Xi is shaking his head.

He's disgusted to admit she's good at pretending. Xi does not know if this is the sign that they will always live in a pretense forever before Xi covers the wounds that these traitors have created to him.

" I loved you…. I appreciate the commitment you want from the beginning we are dating… I love you in real love… love is not for your body… my love is pure for your heart… "

The Chu Yana expression turned dark. The thing she wants to do to preserve her happiness has gone away. She can't be with Xi forever. She can't live with the person she loves so much.

Her happiness was destroyed, destroyed by her own stupidity. She cannot distinguish between love and l.u.s.t. Between Xi's sincerity and the seduction of Yang Jie. She has gone wrong, it leads her to deepest regret. There is no happiness in that place.

Chu Yana has lost everything now.

The baby in her w.o.m.b has separated them forever.

She wanted to cry to regret everything. However, Chu Yana cannot cry. She can't forgive herself. God has cursed her. As a woman of traitors, there is only one path before her, that is the path of regret.

" All right… if it's your decision, I'll honor it… Can You embrace me?"

Chu Yana asked. There's a drop of tears on her face. Her eyes look like a woman who would go away and not return.

They'll split up.

They'll walk on two different roads.

Xi hugged Chu Yana.

It's the warm embrace Chu Yana feels. That hug is a goodbye hug.

The hug is their farewell embrace.

" Xi Yang…. We broke up. "

Chu Yana says it with her face without an expression.

This is her decision. This is her regret. She didn't want her disgrace to be known by the person she love most.

Xi is silent.

No word, no expression. His face is completely empty.

" Why…? WHY? "

"I'm sick of you… I want to break up… sorry, Mr. Xi… you better get out now… "

Chu Yana says with a flat face.

" Dear… this must be wrong, right? You must be kidding me, right? Don't do that, baby… you're scaring me… "

" No, I'm not kidding… "It's serious… we're not a couple anymore, don't call me dear from now on. Please, you get out! "

"But… but…."

Before Xi completed his words, Chu Yana had pushed him out of her room.

Xi was abandoned at the door.

"Honey listen to me… why should we break up? Why? " He was banging the dorm door.

" Dear, explain to me! "

Chu Yana just cried without a sound behind the door. She has decided everything.

She didn't want to hurt Xi further because of her betrayal. But she made the wrong decision.

Chu Yana took her cellphone.

Then, she contacted the dormitory's security guard.

" Sir… can you expel a man in front of room number two? Thank you… "

Xi's voice behind the door is slowly disappearing. It seems the guards have taken Xi out of the dorm.

Meanwhile, Chu Yana cried without sounds.

A beautiful love story. A relationship ends only because of a disgrace and a lie.

***

"Hey, Lucifer… how could the girl say break up to the person she loved most? Isn't that ambiguous? Why did she do it? "

The boy looks confused. He has absolutely no idea what a.d.u.l.ts think.

How do a.d.u.l.ts dump people they love? Isn't it contradictory?

" Humans is like that… they consider it a kindness… good to not hurt the people they loved most… though I tell you that it's just a lie they'recreating. It's more of a stupidity they have. "

"Are you also so? Are you going to throw away the person you love for a disgrace? "

The man's shaking his head.

"No… there was a mistake from your question earlier. Look at me… am I a human being? "

The boy paid attention to the man.

That man may look like a normal human, he's tall, handsome, and his face looks like the boy's father.

Although, this boy doesn't know for sure.

Why does this man always appear in his sleep? Why does this man always tells him stories?

He thinks it doesn't make sense.

How the same person comes in his dreams?

He doesn't understand everything.

But, he's glad this man is in constant appeared when he sleeps.

He's happy every time this guy tells him a story.

Although, he cried sometimes about the story who the man told for him.

But, he pleased to know the truth of the story.

" I thought… you look like a human being… "

The man's laughing.

" Hehehe. don't get a wrong idea, boy. "

" I was an angel… though, people called me the fallen angel… I wouldn't mind it, but I would be angry if they called me a demon… "

The man complained.

" You an angel? Heh? "

The boy was surprised not to believe.

It's different from the story of the angel that the boy once read.

The angel in his story has wings. Then, why doesn't this man have it?

" Then, where are your wings? "

The man is a rather strange expression.

" Do you want to see it? "

" En… "

The man took off his clothes, he showed off his back.

Behind his back, there are two wounds on the side. Right side and left. The wound is that looks like a piece of flesh that has been forced to cut.

The meat part is kind of out. The boy knew that wound was painful.

The man turned back and put back his clothes. He's staring at the boy.

" Have you seen… "

The boy nodding.

" But there is only the wound there… "

" Yeah… you're right… my wings have been removed by my creator. He threw me into this world… "

" Why? Why would a creator do that? "

The boy expression turns to be sad.

" Maybe it's my jealousy. I'm jealous of all of you… I envy people… I want my creator only love me, only see me. Nothing else… "

" Then… why aren't you angry? Why aren't you crying? It hurts anyway, doesn't it? "

The man's shaking his head.

" It may hurt… it does make me angry… but, at that point, I don't have emotions… I can't feel it…I can't understand it."

" But, Now I've understood the things human beings understand, "hateful… "

"I gave them ease… I gave them fame… I gave them many temptations… even the demons still lost with what I did… "

" I cheat them with wealth… I deceive them with fame… I deceive them with power ambition… I deceive them with everything they want… "

" I'll laugh when I see them crying. "

" I'll cry to see them laugh. "

" I love it when they suffer. "

" I suffer when they're happy. "

The boy doesn't understand. How this man so much hatred for everyone?

" Do you hate humans so much? "

" Well… I hate all of them… "

The boy was sad. He's sad The man hates humans so much.

" Do you hate me too? "

The guy's just shaking his head.

"No, I don't hate you… how do I hate you? I am you and you are I… "

This boy doesn't understand what the man said. He won't know until a new story begins again.