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"Are you okay, Little Yan? You look pale"

Li Yuan watched carefully that the girl in front of her was a little different from usual. Her face skin was pale and like thinking of something that Li Yuan did not know what this girl was thinking.

"I'm fine Professor. Do I look unwell?"

Li Yuan nodded.

"You look pale like you saw a ghost."

Chu Yana shook her head.

"No ... I thought this was a burden on my mind about Xi Yang about no news for a month. I was really worried actually ..."

It surprised Li Yuan. Both of her students had a complicated period. However, she did not think these lovers did not communicate for a month. Are they really really lovers?

"Did you not hear about Yang'er? I visited his hometown a few days ago. Didn't you hear about the death of Uncle Xi Tantan?"

Li Yuan said to Chu Yana. Chu Yana's face changes instantly.

-What really happened? Is this what causes XI Yang doesn't give news at all ...

"Professor ... what do you say is the truth?"

Li Yuan nodded.

Chu Yana's face darkened instantly, there was no light from her eyes. She did not think about it the prospective father-in-law would die so soon. Though only a few months ago they talked to each other lightly, they laughed and joked. But, everything has turned into memories now.

"What really happened, Professor ...?"

It concerned Li Yuan about the reality. She knows both Xi's parents are so good, Uncle Xi Tantan is also a cheerful and wise person. However, she did not expect that he had died. They have lost friendliness, kindness, and firmness of a father like XI Tantan to Xi Yang.

"Well ... at least Yang'er said his father hid the brain cancer he had been suffering from ..."

"Brain cancer...?"

Li Yuan nodded.

"I don't think uncle has a so bad secret to hide. He hid his illness from the person he loved."

The atmosphere of the room changed drastically. There are no voices and words there.

The two people were just silent without a word.

They seem to remember small memories of the old man. Maybe, Li Yuan saw the real father figure in that person. However, she did not think the man she knew to be honest and modest had a lie all along.

"Then what happened to Xi ... ?What did he do ...?"

Li Yuan just shook her head.

"It devastated him ... I thought you should visit him to his new dorm ..."

Li Yuan's advice to Chu YAna.

"Professor, sorry to trouble you, can you tell the current address of Xi Yang ...?"

Li Yuan nodded, She took a piece of paper from a nearby table and then wrote a new address XI Yang then handed it to CHu Yana.

"Yang'er really needs time to calm himself ... That's what he told me before. I hope you can entertain Yang'er."

***

The address brought Chu Yana to a three-story dormitory was about fifteen minutes from the economic faculty of Zhengzhou University where Xi was tasting education there. The building is clean and tidy; it paints the exterior walls in blue and the roofs of the tiles that look rather old, a rather classic building style with modern architectural designs.

On the sides of the yard, some trees with yellow-colored leaves fall there. As if the season answered the air will soon be winter. It was like a portrait which was beautiful, a transition atmosphere of the season was quite in demand for Chu Yana.

On the side of the gate of a security, post stood, it saw a man wearing the clothes of a dormitory officer guard sit and enjoying a cup of coffee with the atmosphere of falling leaves.

Chu Yana stepped in front of the dorm gate. She greeted the officer who was somewhat surprised by her presence.

"Uncle, is this Faculty of Economics Male Dormitory?"

The security officer seemed a little surprised. He so enjoyed the atmosphere that afternoon. He didn't even realize that a beautiful girl greeted him now,

"Ya, Miss. Do you need something?"

He nodded.

"Can I go upstairs to meet my boyfriend?"

The officer was actually difficult to give permission. In the dormitory rules, it prohibits a resident for bringing in a woman. Some young people now have an unhealthy dating style. So, to overcome that, the university gave several restrictions on bringing lovers to the dormitory. That makes the couple become headaches. They can only mix in a hotel-like place, which requires a little money.

"Maybe ... it's a so difficult Miss ..."

Chu Yana's facial expression turned sad like a puppy left by its owner. The security officer was a little sorry for the girl in front of him. So, he thought of several ways for the girl's goodness.

"Can you give me a few exceptions ...?" Request Chu Yana. Her eyes were like the emission of millions of very many requests. It is a powerful eye that melts many people.

The security officer has been completely melted.

"How about this ... I'll call your boyfriend to come here and meet you ... Don't you mind ...?"

Chu Yana nodded. In her mind, the only thing She wanted to do was meet as soon as possible with XI Yang then embrace her boyfriend. She wants to treat all her longings. She really couldn't see the person she loved having a hard time like now, She wanted to cheer him up, She wanted to hug Xi Yang warmly.

That is the proof of her Chu Yana read the bet of the name printed on the officer.

"Lee Shuei ... You can call me Uncle Lee." The officer just smiled a little.

"Then, who is the name of your boyfriend, Miss Young?"

"His named XI Yang, room number 43. Business Management Study Program."

"Okay Miss, I hope you are patient to wait here. Then I'll go up ..."

The man walked leisurely upstairs.

The man is actually friendly.

***

"Student Xi Yang? Are you inside your room ...?" The security guard knocked on room number 43's door. The knock was loud enough.

He see a handsome young man wearing a basketball player outfit of the room.

The young man's face was so handsome. Maybe this is the first time Lee Shuei has seen such good looks.

-Is this person just moved here, a few weeks ago I was on leave, I said they paired a beautiful girl with a handsome man? They look harmonious how many times I see.

"I am ,Mr. Security Guard. Do you need anything ...?"

"Thank you, sir..."

Lee Shuei nodded.

"Your girlfriend has at security guard post. So, She asks you to meet her ..."

-Girlfriend ? So, the traitor finally heard about me? Willn't She be with that damn Yang Jie ...? I don't need her attention ...? Having a girlfriend like her is so disgusting. I want to end everything, but I can't do it now.

Xi Yang just nodded. He wore a pair of flip-flops lying in front of a shoe rack and followed the officer to the security post.

***

"Yana ... what are you doing here ...?"

Once again he met the person who most disappointed him. However, he pretended.

Chu Yana ambled towards XI. She hugged and held the man she loved.

"Why don't you tell me that your father has died ..."

A teardrop fell from the corner of her eyes. It was tears of concern about Chu Yana about the death of Xi Yang's father.

- Don't shed your tears, bitch. That's disgusting. You realized now after a few weeks I disappeared without news ...? Don't joke with your innocent face ... It makes me want to gag.

"I am anxious about you ... Don't you know I am looking for all the information about you over the past few weeks ..."

-I don't need that ... I need you to release your hug which makes me dirty right now. I never forgive your act like no sins. I hate your falsehood.

XI Yang only can curses in his heart. He couldn't say the curse he was thinking.

Because the play of their pretense will last a long time.

They will pretend until someone is consumed by revenge and someone else is defeated by l.u.s.t.

A thing that started with pretense made me laugh at all, it was fun to watch, they suffered, they cried, they laughed, but they were nothing more than masks.

***