My Possessive Admirer

Our Secret

Ben's POV

"Stay with me tonight" I said hugging her from behind, "I really feel so lonely, especially in the night. It's so quite. I hate it. I don't know what I'm searching for..."

"Why you worry so much, Ben ? You know I'm not going anywhere but I can't stay the night, you know why...."

"I don't understand how can a person love so much. I just surprise myself every time I say I love you to you. Because I realize how every time I say it my love only increases....it's weird...." I said running my fingers in my hair in frustration. I'm madly in love with her. Such madness scares me as well. I don't know what I might do to her just to keep her beside me. It frightens me. I don't wanna hurt her ever. But also she's mine and by any means she is mine.

"Ben! How could you? Why the hell did you come back! Leave Bella alone! Get out of her life you bastard!"

Helena's screams broke my daze off while I was thinking about me and Bella's old memories. It ruined my mood in an instance.

"Shut the f.u.c.k up, bitch! Don't make me hurt you!" I said in a rough voice.

It kinda scared her which showed in her next pleading.

"Let me go Ben...please,"

"I have no interest in keeping you with me either trust me. Snakes like you...." I said the last part in a whisper, "Get up it's time for the showdown,"