Ch12 - Let me be the bad guy

Fei Bai raised his head and saw that he was referring to a house-shaped toy placed by Luo Feifei in the lower left corner of the sand table.

“Family, I’ve seen photos of Feifei’s previous sand table. She uses this small house every time, which represents the lack of energy in the family.” Feibai raised his chin toward the toys, “There are bigger houses there, but she always chooses the smallest one.” 

“Family.” Luo Yusen repeated it with a thoughtful expression.

Fei Bai remembered his speculation in the car when he came over, and he couldn’t help asking: “Senior brother, has Feifei suffered any family trauma?”

Luo Yusen was silent for a while, Fei Bai thought he had crossed the line and was about to apologize, then he heard Luo Yusen say, “I don’t know, I don’t know what happened before she was six years old.”

Not sure? Feibai understood his subtext. He thought that Luo Feifei really wasn’t his biological sister. 

After thinking a little more deeply, he knew that he should not continue to ask questions, and cleared his throat to change the subject.

“Actually, this house does not only represents family but also related to personal psychology. The small house shows her lack of internal energy and lack of sense of security. These can be slowly recovered through treatment. Brother, you don’t have to worry too much.”

Luo Yusen answered the phone and after a few “um”, he stood up. He turned to Fei Bai and said, “I have to go.”

Fei Bai smiled, “Senior brother, go do your work. Leave Feifei to me.”

Luo Yusen looked at him for a few seconds, then suddenly reached out to touch his face.

Fei Bai’s heartbeat slowed for a moment. He watched Luo Yusen’s gradually approaching fingers, thinking what he was going to do in front of Luo Feifei.

Luo Yusen stopped when he was about to touch Feibai, and withdrew his hand without a trace, “Some of eyelashes fell off your face, take them off yourself.”

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In fact, being a tutor in Luo’s family is a very easy job. The teaching plan and content are prepared for him by experts hired by Luo Yusen. He does not need to participate too much in the follow-up analysis work. He only needs to patiently accompany Luo Feifei to complete each task. 

Fei Bai couldn’t help but think of the children he saw when he volunteered at the children’s welfare home in the suburbs. Many of them were about the same age as Luo Feifei. Five or six people were crowded into a dark and damp room, their eyes were numb and indifferent. Physically all have varying degrees of impairment, as healthy children have been adopted at a younger age.

Money can really solve a lot of problems sometimes, and even if you can’t recover for a lifetime, you can have a smoother life than many people.

Speaking of which, he hasn’t been to the orphanage for a while. He should go there when he is free.

Then he felt that the corner of his clothes was pulled, Feibai lowered his head and  saw Luo Feifei pointing at a picture book he put under his feet, and a few vague syllables came out of his mouth. 

“Oh, this is a small gift I brought you. I’ll accompany you to watch it when you finish making the sand table.” Fei Bai said with a smile.

Luo Feifei didn’t move, and continued to stare at the album, her hand gripping Feibai’s became harder and harder.

Fei Bai had no choice but to pick up the album and open it on his lap. “Then look at it for a while. We will continue to do the sand table after you rest, okay?”

Luo Feifei didn’t nod or shake his head. Then she reached out and touched one of the amusement park-themed illustrations. She turned her head and looked at Feibai with puzzled eyes. 

“This is the merry-go-round,” Feibai said after thinking about the term, she thought it could not make her understand intuitively, so he opened his mobile phone and found a Vlog taken by a classmate when he went to the amusement park and dragged it to the part about the merry go round for her to see.

He also went there that time. He was wearing a baseball cap and riding a wooden horse and made a peace sign to the camera.

Luo Feifei’s eyes lit up when he saw him on the phone screen and said something excitedly.

Although Feibai didn’t understand it, he still responded with a guess, “Yes, that’s me, Brother Feibai.” 

Luo Feifei frowned and thought for a while, then pointed to himself.

“You want to go too?” Fei Bai didn’t know if Luo Feifei could go out, so he said ambiguously, “I’ll take you there later if your brother agrees.”

Fei Bai didn’t expect Luo Feifei’s action to be so fast that night. Then I received a call from Luo Yusen, “Feifei said that you would take her to the amusement park?”

The little girl can’t even speak clearly, but she can still reverse the subject and the predicate. He put down the project plan he was writing in his hand and explained to Luo Yusen, “To be precise, she wants me to take her to the amusement park.” 

He heard that the other party did not answer, and continued, “I can’t make decisions about this kind of thing, so I just told Feifei to get her brother’s consent.”

“Let me be the bad guy?” There was a hint of a smile in Luo Yusen’s voice.

Fei Bai breathed a sigh of relief.

“Not really. It’s okay to take her out to play once Senior brother thinks she can go out.” Fei Bai sat on the chair for a long time, stood up, and stretched, “She always stays home. It must be suffocating.” 

“Well, I agree.” Luo Yusen said.

Fei Bai didn’t react, “Eh? Agree with what?”

“Agree with you to take Feifei to the amusement park,” Luo Yusen paused slightly, “For safety reasons, I’ll go too.”

After all, it is really uneasy for two children to go out to play alone, and they need to be accompanied by their parents. 

“But last time Aunt Zhang said…”

Fei Bai remembered that Aunt Zhang said that Fei Fei was estimated to be unable to leave the house for the rest of his life, he felt inappropriate halfway through and changed his words, “Is Feifei’s current situation okay? ”

“It’s fine if I’m by her side. I thought about taking her out before, but I haven’t had time.” Luo Yusen said.

Fei Bai thought about it and thought it made sense. When Luo Feifei was in front of Luo Yusen, she was basically no different from a normal little girl except that she didn’t like to talk much. 

“Okay, it’s up to you to set the time, brother,” he said.

Luo Yusen asked, “Is this Sunday okay, it will count as your working hours.”

Fei Bai said “um” and said, “Actually, brother doesn’t need to count it as working time for me.”

“Why?” 

Fei Bai wanted to say that he doesn’t need a reward to accompany Feifei to the amusement park. After thinking about it, he asked Luo Yusen, “Brother, guess why?”