Even Though You Are Crazy.

Yu Yan was feeling guilty looking at Li Jun's face. Obviously this whole drama was only in her head . Li Jun wasn't mad about her deficiencies at all and he definitely had the right to be angry regarding her job because he had made it clear to her that he did not want her to work after their marriage . He hadn't said it in many words but when they had spoken about her working , he had only said that she did not "need " to work anymore as he had enough money to support her and their future children for seven life times. She understood what he wanted to convey. She also had thought it was for the best but when one of her job applications got through , She changed her mind.She couldn't help wanting to experience working.She had studied so hard to get through the examinations and It was after all in her life planning when she didn't have anyone but herself to count on . She hadn't planned on marrying a rich man anyway when she was starving to pay her fees. Now that she could work ,she didn't want to pass it up. But Li Jun obviously didn't want her to work and she had consented earlier and she didn't know how to bring it up again. While she was contemplating, she had happened to see some magazines in the bridal salon while she was waiting to be fitted. One of the magazines was about a survey on s.e.x between couples. She was curious about it and read it . Various couples shared about their favorite positions,about their first times, their funny experiences etc.One lady shared her experience with s.e.x and also jokingly commented that she could get her boyfriend to agree to anything as long as she had asked it during s.e.x with him and another lady also said she got her husband to come around to whatever she wanted if she used s.e.x as a weapon. As soon as it registered in her brain , a light bulb went on in her head. There was no harm in trying. When Li Jun joined her in the shop later, she could not sit still and Li Jun found it weird and had even asked her about it.She had lied to him that she was nervous about the upcoming wedding. They hadn't tried s.e.x then and she obviously wasn't good at it ,so she couldn't use it as a 'weapon'.

After her first time she had tried to get better at it and finally used it. It was successful....very successful. But those kind ladies in the magazine had not said that it also caused amnesia and that her man would forget about the agreements made between them. She looked at Li Jun's pale face and felt guiltier.

" I want to work Li Jun but I love you more and if you really hate me working then I wouldn't work" She looked down sadly.

Li Jun patted her head lovingly and whispered.

" You can do whatever you want. I also love you more than my need to coddle you." He turned her chin up to land a peck to her lips. He smiled and she smiled too.

Two beautiful people in the death of the night held hands lovingly as they walked back to their bedroom..... smiling as they went.