Dear Love

In the story, the crowd of actors have been seated and the lights of the bar have been lit. The blonde girl performing in the middle of the stage is playing the piano. Gu Xin Yao listens expressionlessly, lowers her head while shaking the wine glass in her hand. In a daze, she takes off her bracelet and laughs at the scars left after cutting her vine.

At this time, the sound of the piano suddenly stopped. A man in a black leather coat with a demonic charm walked onto the stage with a violin. His arrogant face was defiant and provocative, considering everyone else beneath one (tl. so arrogant that no-one else matters / condescending / to go about with one’s nose in the air) with surprisingly bewitching as well as  good-looking that attract the will of mortal soul. Just a split second, the people in the bar were silent. He snapped his fingers and the strings began to sound. At this time, he turned his head, smiled proudly at the corners of his mouth, closed his eyes and played a very beautiful symphony. The tune was as intense and cold as the person.

She listened, her blue eyes drooped, her fingertips gently knocked on the table, and finally raised her lips and smiled and fastened her bracelet. She casually smashed the wine glass on the table, and the crisp sound of the collision between the wine glass and the table cut off the music. She stood up and spoke lazily and provocatively to the deep eyes of the man who stopped playing because of interference and raised his eyebrows: “The fame is so big, that’s all. It’s not pleasant to hear…” she turned and left, leaving only the sound of the cluck of high-heeled shoes, And the man looked at her with a dark and gloomy gaze.

“OK! Next scene!” John was obviously very happy. He took away his headphones and went to Fu Jun Yan. He patted him on the shoulder and said, “Jun Yan, you play the violin well!” No wonder he is happy. The actors who played Xiao Mo Xiao in previous lives can’t play the violin, so they have found doubles for both filming and post production. Fu Jun Yan obviously saved him a lot of trouble.

Fu Jun Yan just nodded and smiled, took the violin and came to me. And I remembered his displeased and provocative eyes in the play just now. She was careful and trembled, and took a small step back unconsciously.

He also almost clearly stopped a few steps earlier, stood in front of me and looked at me gently and silently. The fierce look in his eyes had long disappeared completely. After a while, he slowly said, “Take An’an back first. I have two more scenes and go back to pick up your scene in the evening.”

I nodded. I still have a play of Gu Xin Yao’s suicide attempt tonight. My heart is very tangled, thinking about coaxing Gu Xiao An to sleep earlier.

Out of the shed, Gu Xiao An is still sleeping, but Xiao Qi has woken up, but it still lies motionless on the ground, and Ren an takes him as a cushion. I looked at it with a smile, walked over and squatted down and touched Xiao Qi’s head. It barked softly and breathed at me with its tongue out. There was obviously happiness in the eyes.

Then a pair of men’s leather shoes appeared before my eyes. I blinked and raised my head. I saw Jay hanging his head not far or near. He smiled and asked me, “Is the scene finished?”

“Yes ah, Fu Jun Yan sense is very good. It just takes one take to get over it.”

He nodded and looked at An’an again. “I was with him just now. The little guy woke up for a while and said he wanted to drink water. As a result, he slept again.”

 After listening to him, I saw the water cup in his hand. Nodding gratefully at him, she got up and took An’an’s small bag from the back of one chair, took out the milk bottle from inside, and then reached out to take the water cup in Jay’s hand. 

But as soon as I took it, I found it was a cup of cold water. I was embarrassed and withdrew my hand and stuffed the bottle back into the bag.

Jay was a little stunned at my actions, but he wasn’t unhappy. He just asked me, “What’s the matter?”

“An’an is young and doesn’t digest well. It’s not good to drink too much cold water. He should drink more warm water.” After brushing up on his good intentions, I didn’t speak very kindly.

He heard what was said that the bottom of his eyes was astringent, but he still nodded and withdrew his hand. He had a good temper and said, “Xiao Ai, I don’t have warm water, so I’ll let sister Mei boil it for An’an.”

I shook my head and felt that there was no need, so I stretched out my hand to stop him from turning around and said, “Don’t bother, Jay. Don’t I still have a scene at night? I’ll take An’an back now. There’s warm water at home.”

He stopped and nodded helplessly, but suddenly asked me, “Xiao Ai, I heard about the car accident. Did you adopt An’an?”

I subconsciously looked down at Gu Xiao An and made sure that the little guy was still asleep before I spoke. Jay saw my action and felt that his question was abrupt. He smiled at me shyly.

I waved my hand and confirmed that An’an was asleep again. Then I whispered, “It’s my father who adopts An’an. I’m not qualified for adoption and can’t be his mother, but I can be his sister.”

“You’ll be a good sister.”

I don’t speak, then he continued: “Xiao Ai, when you were filming for the first time, you didn’t have an assistant or a manager around you. You joined the group with a child. Sister Mei and I discussed that our company is also very optimistic about you. Do you want to sign with the same company as me? If you have a manager, many things will be much easier. The company will at least send an assistant to take care of the children, and you won’t be so tired. What do you think? “

“I’m not tired and don’t want to sign with a broker company for the time being. Jay, thank you for your and sister Mei’s kindness for me.” I smiled and saw that he was a little lost at the bottom of his eyes, but I heard him ask, “Xiao Ai, why did you call me that day?”

Because adults and children are different, An’an will cry when he hurts, will hold me and act coquettishly. But adults can’t. Adults have the responsibility to hide when they cry and pretend when they are sad and afraid. Gu Baobei is the same. She will avoid the whole world to cry, but she is not afraid of you seeing… 

Maybe it is because of habit. I always think of you when I am most sad. I am not afraid of you seeing me embarrassed and injured. I am not afraid at all

But I didn’t say. I covered my eyes. I had the courage to look at him. For the first time, I looked at him seriously. I said, “Hey, I’m sorry ah. I was scared and pressed your phone number. Jay, It’s truly embarrassing.”

When Jay heard what was said and hung his eyes, An’an woke up. The little guy lay on Xiao Qi’s back, rubbed his eyes, saw that it was me next to him, hugged my leg, and sweetly called to me, “Sister! An’an hug!”

Xiao Qi also cooperated with “Wang!” With a sound, he shook his tail, grinned out his tongue and scratched his little meat claws.

I breathed out in my heart, smiled, put away the blanket on Gu Xiao An, picked up the blanket on the ground, put it on one side of the chair, hung An’an’s bag on my shoulder, and then stretched out my hand to pick up An’an.

Jay saw me bend over and go to get the blanket on the chair. He quickly stopped me and reached out to hold all the blankets in his arms. At first glance, he was really embarrassed. He found it himself, scratched his head and said, “Take An’an back, and I’ll return the blanket for you.” Then he turned his head and asked An’an in a low voice, “Isn’t An’an thirsty?”

When he asked, the little guy in her arms stood up straight and looked at Jay with his cheeks bulging. I saw that this posture was also a daze. I saw the little guy turn his head and look at me. His head rubbed my neck like a puppy, and his mouth was waxy and coquettish: “Sister! Sister! An’an drink boobies!”

“An’an, wait. I’ll go home and make boobies for you.” I touched the little guy’s head. I couldn’t care about Jay this time. I nodded and went back with An’an. Xiao Qi also followed me, wagging his tail and running forward. From time to time, he looked back at An’an and me, as if he knew he was going home.

When he got home, he looked at An’an holding the bottle in his small bib and Xiao Qi lying on his side. I just sat quietly on one side and felt that everything was like a dream. I went back to the past. A milk doll named Gu An appeared around me, followed by Fu Jun Yan and his big white dog Xiao Qi. 

Over the past month, we have lived under the same roof, which is completely different from my previous lives. Jay didn’t live in the apartment next door to me. He didn’t have time to play with me as before. He didn’t even have time to eat together. 

Every time he just talked to me, he would be distracted by all kinds of problems. Of course, the most important thing is that Gu Xiao An, a lovable little doll, makes me unconsciously spend too much thought. He seems to be the best medicine in the world, which can calm me down and watch too many things with the cool eyes of a bystander.

For example, sister Mei’s eyes looking at Jay, the hidden eyes chasing her lover. I haven’t seen it clearly in my previous life. In my previous life, regret has had a great response after it was broadcast. In fact, the audience is assigned. I hope I can be with anyone. But in the end, Jay and I became screen lovers and long-term partners. The reason is very simple. I signed with the same brokerage company as him, and I also signed with sister Mei.

A brokerage agreement is a deed of sale. At that time, no one knew who I was. Everyone thought Xiao Mo’s daughter should be surnamed Xiao. All outsiders called me Miss Xiao. But no one knows that my mother’s surname is Gu. Therefore, they all thought I was lucky. I had a beautiful face very similar to Gu Xin Yao. They never thought I was her biological daughter.